but yeah, admittedly I contributed to a giant portion of the problem. at this point, I'm the first to own up to my temperament and say that I get way too hot over internet crap. it's all really lame... but it was a big part of my presence here for a while. got to the point that I de-bookmarked this place and didn't think I'd come back. I suppose I'm more relaxed now... and this place is in general too.