Kirk did not deny Jesus before man, so no, sir, that would be your home.

You must go to scripture to get your answer.

Matthew 10:33-35
King James Version
33 But whosoever shall deny me before men, him will I also deny before my Father which is in heaven.

Mark 3:29
King James Version
29 But he that shall blaspheme against the Holy Ghost hath never forgiveness, but is in danger of eternal damnation.

Repentance is the solution to your dilemma.

Matthew 4:17
King James Version
17 From that time Jesus began to preach, and to say, Repent: for the kingdom of heaven is at hand.