Frankly, you should forget about your cultish religion. It has no basis in fact, just mythology.

Do you really believe that man lived for hundreds of years or walked on water?

How young were you when your religious indoctrination began? Probably younger than you can remember. The religious leaders start beating it into young impressionable minds with tall tales and frightening stories about a mysterious and invisible entity that created everything in a week. Yeah...all that scientific knowledge must be a hoax...🙄