I am not at my best of late and have contributed bugger all to the other members of the Club mainly because I've been in a state of funk ever since Daniels demise.
I tried to pretend everything was alright and these things happen, etc but behind the scenes I've also been bombarded by his grief stricken wife who hasn't had the best treatment from my ex wifes (Daniels mum) family basically because of the cultural differences between them and her, not entirely unrelated to her skin colour.
They mean well but theres a warmth lacking and it shows and sometimes she's a bit hard even for me to take as her feelings of loneliness trigger off mine and I cannot trust myself to speak.
You cat lovers forget that I happen to feel very strongly about dogs and still miss Herbert and sometimes feel guilty that my dog and my son should get mixed up in my emotions so that the one triggers the other in the tears dept. Bloody silly.
I also cannot and do not suffer fools gladly, theres far too many of them and sometimes I cant help but feel that Gottdammerung might not be such a bad thing if it wipes the slate clean and gives the old planet another go at species evelopment. We might have been better off as lemurs instead of the lemmings we are becoming thanks to the insidious erosion of all values by this damned Web.
Maybe more anon.
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