Because not only does she have to trot up and down three flights of stairs every day at least four times in search of sustenance as we havent access to cooking facilities but she also has to arrange all my doctor/hospital/transport events AND accompany me to each one as without her I simply cannot cope with all the horse shit of card numbers, form filling, phone calls etc.
Consequently irritation and nagging occurs, quite justified on her part but in my current emotional condition can tend to affect me out of all proportion to its real simple exasperation thus being perceived by myself as unfair and unkind but I do have the sense not to react to my exaggerated perception.
With all the different drugs I'm taking, about 15 in all, I cannot drink alcohol but I'm gonna risk a rum or brandy at Christmas, devil take the hindmost.
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