What's in your genes.
Plenty of deaths in my family of Industrial diseases such a Lung Cancer COPD Asthma and Asbestosis.
Not one heart attack I can find in my history
My lot like me seem to suffer prolonged Deliberating diseases needing deffibulators morphine etc
Wish my mother had died in 1963 of a quick death at age 38 not going blind her lungs full of asbestos.
My younger sister getting a blockage in her main Aorta coughing to death with asthma in 1980 age 20 (no inhalers then
My older brother out of the Air Force suffering mental troubles no help of the likes of SSAFA jumpimg in front of a Metro in 1986
I am suffering from severe COPD and struggling with this polluted country
People say oh he smoked I haven't smoked fo years
People say but you did
I worked in the filth of industry
My Heart is 100% tested today but my lungs are buggered and no cancer?
What do I do I pray I have a major heart attack in bed or even in the street but no my heart is still strong
Just like the rest of my lot suffer a prolonged death
Give me dying quick in my sleep or alone on the street any day I have had my 3 score years and 10 and 70 will not come again
Lucky are those who die in there sleep
