a few died young, but most of the family pulled thru
8 decades. Grandma Vac was 102 n wanted to come
home from the hospital with me. Said the nurses were
mean to her. Now I think I should have believed her.

I couldn’t explain to her that I couldn’t take her care
of her like I did when she lived across the street n
that I was not ready to dig her grave! She had 3 days.

Death; it really is a strange thing.

I was 400 miles distant when Dads spirit visited
in a dream to ‘check-in’ during the night he died.
3 weeks later, Mom died in my arms.

She exhaled and was… gone. I freaked!
Sometimes, so long ago seems like only yesterday


That being said, the day has started out to be a
beautiful day. I have no reason to hope it will
continue in any other way.





I just have to find a better song to play