This is just my opinion, but I don't think you're nearly as happy as you claim to be. If you were you wouldn't get your jollies out of being a bully and an asshole to conservatives on the internet. You like playing psychologist with me. I'm going to turn the tables on you. To me your bullying on the internet tells me your basically insecure and are trying to cover it up by being a jerk. You're also very sensitive over having been a failure at marriage. I also don't think you're sure God doesn't exist. You're trying to cover up your true feelings by insulting Christians and Christia its. Anyhow, that's the way I see it. Also, feeling the need to have rebelled against your parents tells me you were insecure and felt the need to prove your were an adult. I never felt the need to have to prove myself an adult. I just was one.