Okay, yes, I do deal in creepy sick stuff that I have to sort of confront from time to time. I guess I'm haunted by it, which is typical of introverts like me who live in our heads and are obsessed with our memories. Which I very much am--that depression post I wrote four years ago was very much about that. I am likely on the autism spectrum but I don't think I've gone anywhere near sociopathy or psychopathy. I apologize if the post was off putting.