Music Babble

Which means it feels more meaningful than the average bday and that I should have shit figured out more than I feel like I do. And while 30 was the bday where I first felt like an adult, this is the bday where I actually feel *old*. Important distinction.

After my "roaring" 20's which were mostly dedicated to booze-fueled misadventures, my 30's were a decade of growth. It seems to be the decade where people finally grow into the person they've always meant to be, become as comfortable in their skin as they'll ever be etc and I definitely fall into that category.

So I'm trying to be optimistic re: my 40's and keep moving that in direction, focusing on what I'm going to do with my music (wrote about 20 songs since lockdown and they're among the best I've written, been spending the past year tightening them up, recording them and playing open mics) and career (tech burnout is real brahski)