Music Babble

I found a full bottle of orphenadrine, a prescription muscle relaxant, on the ground this morning. Takes the edge off as well as weed (not intoxicating, just chill, although it's doing more for me than benzos ever did, though I'm looking for relief rather than to get high.) There are 30 pills (28 now) so that should last me until the worst of the cannabis withdrawal dissipates. It was like she just got home with the pills and for some reason chucked them on the grass without even blacking out the label, and it's a "fun drug". Wtf?

There's no fentanyl in it, not as if I was expecting there to be. It's just pills from a stranger, or a stranger's pills, rather (if you have no problems with taking street drugs you shouldn't have a problem with taking drugs up off the street.)

I need to get a new job and to keep my options open I need to piss clean, which means not smoking for AT LEAST a month, and I haven't done that in three or four years. It'll be good for me mentally and it's easy to stick to. It's going to be as hard as no-nut November (not that I've tried; the world needs my seed). No-flower May? No-ganja June?

And good news! Orphenadrine is an anticholinergic, which I didn't realize until I had already popped one but, while that drug class usually makes it so I can't piss the rest of the day, I've had no problems with pissing! When I get COPD I might not have to go on urinary catheters after all.