LifeAfterDeath vs. LifeAfterDorothy(30yrsTogether)--> Now what?

I'll track my next move here if only for my own benefit. I think there's more to grief from a close one dying than has been written about and I'll be looking into the biophysics of that from a quantum point of view as I go along. It FEELS like she's in communication with me daily right now, and I'm attempting to track the incidents in which I'm feeling that way. One major effort I'm making is to reanimate her electronically at rickpotvinpiano.blogspot.com