You've allowed yourself to be lied to so much you've become brainwashed. If you desire to know the truth, then you should read the Bible and see what Christ taught and what the Bible teaches a Christian should be.

Below are just two out of many that Christ taught.
Matthew 7:12
New International Version
12 So in everything, do to others what you would have them do to you, for this sums up the Law and the Prophets.

Matthew 5:44
But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you;


With that being said, should I judge you because of things pagans did in the past? Are pagans' witches, do they all cast evil spells and put little babies in the oven? Do all pagans sacrifice their babies?