they hid their sins while taking money from people hand over fist. Talk about disingenuous. There's a back story, but the reason I left Christianity is simple. I was working as a missionary to Quebec in a traveling choir (BTW the one thing Christianity has going for it is the music).

During that time, I also served as a nanny to the Minister's two children. Over time, I saw him say one thing and do the opposite, and even rebuke people for those actions. I saw the misuse of people's donations. For a while, I stayed for the children. I adored them, but I got to a point where I felt I was trapped in a web of deceit, and I didn't want to add more threads to it.

I don't argue that there are good Christians in the world. I am friends with several. We have civil talks about religion, but never get into the "I'm right, you're wrong" which makes conversation nearly impossible.

I am glad you find peace in your faith. That is how it should be. I find peace in mine. No suffering, just living day to day, doing what I can when I can to help in my own backyard.

I know your prayers are well-intended and kind, but they won't change my faith of over 40 years, one that I love, one that brings me peace and a global vision. One where I can study other belief systems and discover the underlying connection. Instead of examining the differences between the faiths, I look for those things on which all agree. The golden rule comes immediately to mind.

I have no ill will toward you but I stand in my convictions.