Hey dude, I don't know your age, but i know that you can keep on keeping on. Hey, you can look at losing, but you know we can always say no and #### everything else off.
I've been lucky, I'm 53 with no issues in health etc. So I expect I will go via the heart attack route,. Do I care? Nope! I do what I want, when I want, and so should you if you can.
Honestly though, I am terrible at conversations with someone who is "on their way", :/
In my opinion, and what I have set up for the future, I want to have a call on dying. I apologise if that is me talking wrong :/
Hope you stick around for a while yet, fingers mostly always work (she says lol) x