You think you're doing this edgy, provocative thing but everyone knows you're just a fucking shithead that was handed a station in life you. You'd be fucked in an actual meritocracy.
You are generally lacking in intelligence and self awareness but this really feels like an over correction and over compensation to some zygote of understanding of how you are incapable of accomplishing things based on merit. I can only imagine this zygote will be aborted for fear it would grow and develop.