Seek Jesus while he may be found in this life, so your next one won't end up an utter and infinite loss.
As you trust your spiritual life to dead people, what kind of an expectancy can you possibly have listening to them?
Plug into a church in your area and ask for help there, not here...only lies beget the lost...
Read your Bible. Pray God to open your eyes, ears and make you new again. Get forgiveness of sin and be filled with the Holy Spirit. Encounter God and he will meet you. Let him in your life to lead it to joy, not anxiety, sadness, and no future.
There are some here who love the Lord and have become born again of the Spirit. But a social board where anything goes and is said as fact...it's just going to be confusing for you. And God is not the author of confusion, Satan is.
His only goal is to waylay you, entrap you, and mislead you to believe this earth is ok ..but look around you. Daily news is packed full of man harming man. Wars. Famine. Crime. Sexual deviancy. Power struggles over wealth instead of good will towards humanity. You do see it.
Unjust treatment. Lies. Murder. Rape. Perversion.
We live in a lost and failing world with no seeming way out. There is a way, the Bible says, that seems right to man but the end thereof is death.
Choose life. Choose Jesus. Get to know and follow him. Find peace, joy, amd eternal life. Stop listening to the dead and listen to the author of life.
Matthew 12:33-37
“Make a tree good and its fruit will be good, or make a tree bad and its fruit willbe bad, for a tree is recognized by its fruit. 34You brood of vipers, how can you who are evil say anything good? For the mouth speakswhat the heart is full of. 35A good man brings good things out of the good stored up in him, and an evil man bringsevil things out of the evil stored up in him. 36But I tell you that everyone will have to give account on the day of judgment forevery empty word they have spoken. 37For by your words you will be acquitted, and by your words you will be condemned.”
May God open your heart, mind, Spirit, and soul to receive these words as they were meant for you.

