instead of worshipping God and experiencing the joy you deserve to have there, you are fretting about their B.S. They are messing with you in far too many ways.

There was no time for your friend? Then why yap for 10 minutes and start late? Besides that, WTF is the purpose of that community of mongrels if not to lift one another up???

There are more and better churches out there who would be grateful for additional membership plus your extensive skills. Find one.

Just go to a different church service every week. Check them out. Interact as much as possible. If you like it there, go again. If you continue liking it, stay.

Otherwise just keep trying new churches until you find one that feels right.

Life is too short to put up with their crap.

I am sincerely sorry that you are suffering like this. You don't deserve that. Don't LET them continue disrespecting and distressing you.